Billie Holiday, Gloomy Sunday (Hungarian Suicide Song)
Explorers by Charles Simic They arrive inside The object at evening. There’s no one to meet them. The lamps they carry Cast their shadows Back into themselves. They make notations: The sky and the earth Are of the same impenetrable color. There’s no wind. If there are rivers, They must be beneath the ground. Of the marvels we sought, no trace. Of the native girls, nothing. There’s not even dust, so we must conclude That someone passed recently With a broom... As they write, the tiny universe Stitches its black thread into them. Eventually nothing is left Except a faint voice Which might belong Either to one of them Or to someone who came before. It says: I’m grateful That you’ve finally come. It was beginning to get lonely. I recognize you. You are all That has eluded me. May this be my country.
The Night Has A Thousand Eyes by Francis William Bourdillon
The night has a thousand eyes,
And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.
The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one:
Yet the light of a whole life dies
When love is done.
The River by Sara Teasdale I came from the sunny valleys And sought for the open sea, For I thought in its gray expanses My peace would come to me. I came at last to the ocean And found it wild and black, And I cried to the windless valleys, "Be kind and take me back!" But the thirsty tide ran inland, And the salt waves drank of me, And I who was fresh as the rainfall Am bitter as the sea.
Drunken Morning by Arthur Rimbaud Oh, my Beautiful! Oh, my Good! Hideous fanfare where yet I do not stumble! Oh, rack of enchantments! For the first time, hurrah for the unheard-of work, For the marvelous body! For the first time! It began with the laughter of children, and there it will end. This poison will stay in our veins even when, as the fanfares depart, We return to our former disharmony. Oh, now, we who are so worthy of these tortures! Let us re-create ourselves after that superhuman promise Made to our souls and our bodies at their creation: That promise, that madness! Elegance, silence, violence! They promised to bury in shadows the tree of good and evil, To banish tyrannical honesty, So that we might flourish in our very pure love. It began with a certain disgust, and it ended-- Since we could not immediately seize upon eternity-- It ended in a scattering of perfumes. Laughter of children, discretion of slaves, austerity of virgins, Horror of faces and objects here below, Be scared in the memory of the evening past. It began in utter boorishness, and now it ends In angels of fire and ice. Little drunken vigil, blessed! If only for the mask you have left us! Method, we believe in you! We never forgot that yesterday You glorified all our ages. We have faith in poison. We will give our lives completely, everyday. For this is the assassin's hour.
"To be nobody-but-yourself — in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else — means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight." ~ e.e. cummings
“In the midst of hate, I found there was, within me, an invincible love. In the midst of tears, I found there was, within me, an invincible smile. In the midst of chaos, I found there was, within me, an invincible calm. I realized, through it all, that… In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer. And that makes me happy. For it says that no matter how hard the world pushes against me, within me, there’s something stronger – something better, pushing right back.” ~ Albert Camus
Her Kind by Anne Sexton I have gone out, a possessed witch, haunting the black air, braver at night; dreaming evil, I have done my hitch over the plain houses, light by light: lonely thing, twelve-fingered, out of mind. A woman like that is not a woman, quite. I have been her kind. I have found the warm caves in the woods, filled them with skillets, carvings, shelves, closets, silks, innumerable goods; fixed the suppers for the worms and the elves: whining, rearranging the disaligned. A woman like that is misunderstood. I have been her kind. I have ridden in your cart, driver, waved my nude arms at villages going by, learning the last bright routes, survivor where your flames still bite my thigh and my ribs crack where your wheels wind. A woman like that is not ashamed to die. I have been her kind.
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